I Don't Belong
I always feel uncomfortable in social situations. I feel like I don't belong. Even with family members. I feel like I am ignored. But then I also feel like I do not want to be seen. Very confusing. I get embarrassed very easily. I have anxiety. I just want to relax and enjoy peoples company. Why do I feel so anxious. I feel that I need to protect myself from something. I am lonely. I want to have fun but need someone that enjoys the same things. I am also depressed and all I want to do is enjoy life. I keep searching for answers. I can't even work at the moment. This adds to the isolation. I am hoping to feel better in the future.