Don't Judge Me Please

Like I said on another one of my experiences, I still feel like I'm on the playground in elementary school. I can hear all the kids teasing me and talking about me. I'm so afraid of what people think. My bf wants to know why. The only thing I can think of is if I hear something really negative someday, it just might cause me to snap and freak out and who knows what'll happen to me. I may end up in the looney bin or something. I dunno. *shrug*

Warmthoughtsofyou04 Warmthoughtsofyou04
31-35, F
1 Response May 24, 2008

I have to say I use to be a lot like what you describe, you know what helped me tremendously, reggae. it just put me into another state of mind and made me not worrie about any thing. well I hope things get better.