Social Anxiety And Also...

Not only do I have Social Anxiety, but I also feel rather irritated and want it to end quickly when I'm in social contact with people I don't feel comfortable with alone. Every time I practice with people I'm comfortable with it was at first 'Good job ***! You can do it!', and usually make me talk with other people, but with other people and not the ones I'm comfortable with I will look like a Jerk/*****/Bastard that is "Emo" or has a violent brooding problem. It really irritates me to no end at how worthless I feel with other people, and people I'm comfortable with are slowly decreasing as they have to move, because of their parents, and now i don't have anyone to make me feel better or be comfortable with. I try to find someone like them, but the one I think are suitable to be a replacement of my friends that moved away, seems to not be friendly with strangers at all, or is uncomfortable with my presence...
1WillSurvIve 1WillSurvIve
13-15, F
May 19, 2012