I Didnt Realize
I didnt realize I had a social anxiety until I found myself not going to different engagements I had promised to attend.
One day as I decided at the last moment not to go because "I didnt feel well" I realized, whenever it is time for me to go to public functions, I always start to feel sick.. I feel dizzy like I am about to throw up and I get kind of light headed. I didnt realize that I was essentially having an anxiety attack because I am only vaguely familiar with my panic attacks when I get short of breath and feel like the walls are closing in on me...
I wonder if I am going to feel the same way on the day of my wedding?