Its so frustrating. Especially when everyone just thinks I'm overreacting when in reality its the most frightening thing to me. A lot of my friends have jobs. I really want to get one but I'm terrified of having to go through a job interview. Then if I actually got the job I'd most likely have to do a job that requires socialization. I don't like doing new things because before I do, I worry about the social aspects of it. I want to be able to go up to anyone and start a conversation and I want to be able to walk out if my house without worry if I'll have to socialize with someone. I just wish it was easy for me to do.
Jessica4729 Jessica4729
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 7, 2015

I've spent most of my life in Production Work and the reason is, once you're trained, you work alone most of the time. I don't have to socialize.

Oh my gosh... I know how you feel. :( Everyone does think I'm overreacting as well because I haven't had a job.