I literally have to mentally prepare myself to be around people. And then I can only do it for short periods of time. I used to be a social butterfly and the life of the party...
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6 Responses Mar 19, 2015

I know how you feel. At work, I'm confident and outgoing. Every other facet of life I'm quiet and reserved. I need time alone to recharge or I get to be a total mess.

I hate people too, and I don't trust anyone. The advice I receive is never enough and I'm always looking for a way to distract myself from life. I hope you find your way through this.

why has that changed?

I have a dear friend who also was incredibly social her entire life until she just kind of went into hiding. She also claims to hate people, and outside of her immediate family, she really only speaks to me and one other friend now. It breaks my heart, and I'm sorry you're suffering as well.

I feel the exact same way. I've chalked it up to being somewhat introverted, and therefore my batteries are charged by being alone not by being with people. By thinking, not by hearing others thoughts... etc I don't think we are crazy. There are two of us. hahah

Well at least you know HOW to be the life of the party. Maybe that will come back to you. I've never been that way, nor do I have the slightest idea what that would be like. Probably scare the crap out of me if I was the center of attention like that.

Well what caused it?

Sorry :/ I can somewhat emphasize since I am slightly introverted and mild case of depression. Best way I counter is with laughter and jokes

Lol *doomsday preper *

So let's treat it like one.

1: headshot count

2: always cary spare medical care supplies

3: when you see someone bit, put em down like lassie

Lol so true have had many encounters like that in left 4 dead

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