Just a Bit

i try not to let it stop me being , infact most of the time im around bullies , and what iv learnt is , if a bully picks up the scent theyll tear me apart , wich leaves me always on my guard .. im talking "best frendz" best frends best schmends ..

inside im shaking but im gona work at being me to my best and if i cant im gona lern to kick ones *** if they try to hurt me .. physical mental or soulful , if not now , il sort em later .. i .. will .. hehehe <- dont i sound so tuff ? go tuff me ! :) hehehehe
cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle
36-40, T
1 Response Sep 29, 2007

iv had most of them pack up agenst me .. the last i had to speak to is my "best frend" .. i told him im gonna %% u up he got into this lil game of im shocked n dissappointed at ur low behaviour and we will not be okay until u apologize<br />
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i told him .. oke .. i dont care about ur words to manipulate my feeligns , iv reached a point where i dont respect u a %%% and i dont care if u apologize to me or not , coz im capable of living with or without it . he bl<x>inked . i reckoned yeah %%-er even after we're ok im gona tell u to $$$ off once iv sorted myself out which is going to be very soon<br />
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he had the audacity? to say "i want to be a better person" i cudnt help but screw up my face and not say anything*LOLOOOLOLOL* *LO internally* . wat a pathetic joke and try ..<br />
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unfortunately .. wooh i so shud not even be saying this , there have mostly been witnesses , not alibies , but witnesses that i know would speak agenst me ..<br />
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iv been in pubs n bars had like 7 to 12 people surrounding me and my 12 and over frendz ! ? .. are standing back playing pool and letting it happen *lol* .. im still alive , standing and stronger .. and waiting for my "frendz" to approach me .. coz im gona b the one still standing<br />
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soz .. wooh thinkin n rememberng this stuf hurts ish :| .. anywayz ..<br />
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yeah .. sorting them in public and aside r 2 difrent things , but i hear ya mia :) tx :)