I think I over did it with the socializing. I nearly drained the reserved "social energy" I keep for emergencies. :p
Sometimes I act like someone who does not struggle with depression or anxiety. It's a bit like someone with anemia trying to do just as much work as a healthy person would in a day. You're going to to end up feeling like you need to sleep for a few days straight to get your energy up.
It seems that I only "push" myself in all the wrong directions; the motives seem questionable, too.
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1 Response Dec 29, 2015

I feel u. Social anxiety is such a *****...