I used to be outgoing and I loved to sing for my grandmother and her friends. I did school play's in front of big audiences and had fun laughing and joking with everyone. I was bullied in school, and treated like dirt at home. I don't remember when it hit me, but suddenly I wouldn't leave my room. Then I stopped going to parties and hanging out with friends. I would have anxiety attacks and avoid the situations. I still do, but I am trying so hard to push myself forward. I am glad that I am not alone.