Basically I have one hell of a time around people. I don't know how to talk or act around them. And sometimes I do or say things other people find weird or strange and so I'm instantly made an outcast, in which case, I usually end up talking to nobody. I get weirded out around people, especially crowds because you never know what someones going to do or when somethings going to happen. You can't watch all of the people all of the time.