This Is Not It.I know in my heart that this is not all there is to my life. I'm not happy most of the time at home, and work is wonderful but not totally stable yet.
Something has to change in order for me to be able to see or accept happiness, something that I want so badly.
I have never planned for the future, I've let my life go where ever it wanted to go. It's now time for me to be an active participant in my future. Life is so short. I need to do some soul searching, get over my fears and act. The second half of my life has to be mine to live, not living for everyone who passes through mine.
I want to make a change. I want to be a truly independent woman who lives life free of criticism and unappreciation.
I want to be off this leash that keeps me tied to my past.
I want to be happy me.