I am 19 years old, with two children, and just can't find my purpose. I turn to alcohol out of boredom because I do not know anything else I want to do. I want to be a good father and a good son. I've attempted to just stop everything and start fresh, but it feels as if I just can't. I'm not sure if its because I'm scared or thats just what I like to do. I'm confused at this point in life.