I Feel Like I'm In Limbo

I'm turning 36 in a month and it's pushed me to do some deep reflecting and soul searching within. Divorced at 31 after a not so satisfying relationship of 10yrs I find myself in the same type of relationship only this one has been much more damaging. I also graduate with a degree in Business next month and still not so satisfying. I would like to leave this relationship, job, state, and some past experienes to start over. I'm just now sure of when, where and how..

idived idived
36-40, F
5 Responses Apr 13, 2009

Thanks all for your comments. I'm in a happier place right now. Sometimes all it takes is to change your outlook. @ mycowboyson12 Falling in and out of love is common sometimes you have to go through many to find the right one..

I hope it works out for you. I'm so glad you have the chance to go for schooling. That training will help you be able to find a job to have the money to move on.<br />
I was also married for 10 years and "not so satisfying" is a very mild way of putting it..lol..and I ended up in a relationship just as bad,...I hope you are able to get out there and live life. I get to live a life through those in sites like this, so it's kind of fun for me.

Now. Anywhere. Pack up, put everything in storage but your money and a backpack of necessities, and go ...see where the road takes you, travel a bit and find somewhere you like, a new town, find work, get a little place there, and send for your stuff. It won't be easy, you might even have some bad experiences on the way, but you'll be out, and one way or another, you'll find yourself and your happiness. I have never heard of a human traveling and not learning about themselves, life, and happiness.

You probably are in limbo, and that's an okay place to be. You will move forward when the time is right. Hang in there, and know you are not alone.

wow that a sad situation i feel sorry for ya ,, never done that before how can you fall in love and fall out ,seems not right ..