Can't Get It Out

I told myself I'd never try alcohol, and I'd never take drugs, but last Friday I was with 2 of my friends and we ended up drinking vodka and rum and getting high on prescriptions. Ever since then I can't stop thinking about it, it's not that I feel particularly guilty or anything, I just can't believe it. And it scares me a little that I want to do it again, it was such a perfect escape.
necromanticboy necromanticboy
18-21, T
Aug 10, 2010