I was having a really stressful Friday... too many things coming at me at once. In order to keep my sanity, I bought myself a pack of cigs and started smoking again... crap. :-/

It was either that or have a major meltdown... and I didn't want to have a meltdown, because once I start that, I can get lost there forever! So... after the pack, I may try to quit again. I did make for three weeks, this month. So, that should be worth something?

Ah, well. Going to get a smoke now. =p

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6 Responses Feb 21, 2009

Hi I quit, eas not easy needless to say, I gave it everything I had.<br />
I started when I was 14 yrs. old, smoked 30 years..<br />
25 years ago I quite, after trying many times.<br />
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I got insight into why I depended on cigs, prayed and meditate Finally I stopped smoking. keep on keeping on,<br />
I wish you well <br />
Lol ...

right.. i did both..but yes Gum works for me.. so. i better get one this week. Good luck..for you Hugs* ^_^

yep.. i gonna try gum ... it works for me.. Hugs* ^_^

yeah... me too.stress. maybe... i am not sure.. can't do so long.. and i have to quite again.. ^_^

So you didn't quit, you just stopped. Technicality aside, just try and try again. Hopefully one day you will realize how unhealthy smoking is to you and everyone around you and you won't smoke anymore. All the best,<br />

I completely know where you're coming from!!<br />
I just quit yesterday and its super hard for me. All day things keep getting more stressful and the last thing I can do is go smoke because then that's just proving to myself that I can't do it. I know I can its just going to take me a very, very long time to get the cravings to leave me alone!!