It Is a Wonderful Feeling

~ It started a couple of weeks ago, when I started going through my stories here on EP. I realized that I'm not the same woman I was when I started here about 3-4 months ago. That some of my stories were no longer true. It was an amazing feeling. To start to be able to look at myself objectively, instead of with the hate filled eyes of my past. It was easier to turn against myself, then to tell anyone just how angry & hurt I was. I still have a LONG way to go, but I'm happy with the progress & I'm enjoying getting to know this woman inside me. She's been here the whole time, just waiting for me to look & actually see her. I'm pretty sure that we are going to become the bestest of friends. ~

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Mar 15, 2009