Torn Apart...

I find myself in a room...it's my old school's hostel bedroom and three guys I once had a crush on, are sitting on the edge of my bed...one by one they hold me, pull me closer and kiss me...we have a long and passionate kiss, but i feel empty, like i'm not doing it from my own will...then one of them brings me out to the park and he leaves me alone there...people i once know come towards me, they stare at me like they wanted me dead...I take out a knife and start to cut myself...I cut till the soft green grass is stained with my blood, then I cut open my chest and I throw my heart out on the ground and I leave...I am walking towards the pond, into the pond and I start gasping for air, I can't breathe...I know I can safe myself but I let myself drown and everything blacks out....
zaRaCarlyle zaRaCarlyle
13-15, F
2 Responses Nov 26, 2012

Did you go to sleep the next night?

your heart is empty with sadness

i don't really get what you mean....neither do i get the dream....it's all just weird...