Strange...

my mind has been spinning me some strange scenarios at night. ive also been going back to the past only with a twist and im hating it. ive been dreaming about my auntie and my brother's dad who "brought me up" ..only like i said each dream has a vile twist to them and i don't understand where they are coming from. i could understand dreaming about them generally.. they were both big parts of my life, now they're gone, and what im actually dreaming makes sense to me but the awful twists at the end of the dreams..i don't understand them..