I Want To Die Right Now

i feel so numb, everyone thinks im always so happy, i put on a fake smile just so i dont have to talk to noisy buggers, i have sucidal thoughts all the time, like right now im waiting for mymum to go to bed so i can take pills, i need somebody to talk to i dont know what to do anymore, i feel so lost, somebody help me please
idksolost idksolost
18-21, F
Sep 13, 2012