I Want This To End

I just feel so hopeless right now.
I have nothing else to give, no strenght left to fight this.
Please please please Lord help me! How much do I have to pray for you to listen to me?
How can I live like this? fighting every day against the urge to take all this pills together and end it all
this isn`t life, it`s hell!!!
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Nov 28, 2012