Still A Prisoner
Well, I have been home now for 2 days. I tell you I just dont want to even look at her.....my mother. I cant believe she ambushed me like that with the hospital.
For all I know..... she just needed a break from being around me for all that time and her only way to get that time was to put me back in the hospital.
With that being said, what will happen when she goes on vacation? She leaves this weekend and I dont even know how to ask her what she will do with me for that time. I cant go back to the hospital. I just can't. That place makes me feel insane. Like all the knowledge that I have will just ooze out of my ears.
Just thinking about it makes me mad.