Sometimes.. I just really really want to. Really want to die.. I have thought of so many ways of doing it. I hate me and my whole life and I don't want it to be like this anymore.. I'm sick of pain... and I'm sick of being lonely. I don't want to be a failure anymore.. I don't see what the point is of me being here sometimes.. I just don't think I'm ever going to be important at all... to anybody. I'm just going to be invisible forever.. I'm sure being dead must not be as bad as some people think.. including me. Maybe I'll be better off that way..

BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
18-21, F
4 Responses Mar 15, 2010

I hope it does :/

Don't just give up, it'll get better just hang in there.

NO! Nobody is a failure. What's the difference if you're dead, no love, nobody around, nothing, just pitch black coldness. If anybody is invisible it is me. Nobody ever notices me, I'll be lucky enough for you to even see this. Look, the bottom line is if you die, you have nothing to gain but everything to loose. Everything you've worked for. Everyone you love. Gone. Talking about pain, if you killed yourself, your friends would be in pain. Everybody is sick and tired of pain but that's life.

:( okay.. thank you *hugs*