Trying To Stay Away.

I fell deeply in love with my boyfriend within the first few months of our relationship. He has changed the person I was and sucked every bit of life and soul out of me. I feel so alone and ashamed. I always put him first before everyone else and when things are good with us they are really good but when there bad there terrible. I've only turned 19 but feel 40. I feel sorry for him because he's went through so much **** in his life and I try save him but I don't know if I can anymore. He punches, hits, push, chokes beat me with a iron bar and I still dont know how I feel sorry for him. I feel If i get threw one week i go on another and another. I pray to god I can stay away..
needinghelpfor needinghelpfor
18-21, F
3 Responses Sep 23, 2012

2 weeks later free lonely but free

DAY 3-----HANGING IN THERE.

DAY 2 AND IM STILL FREE..