My Eyes Water And Sting A LotI have had a busy day just going to the pharmacy for medications, going to the vet hospital for my cat, and looking around a few stores
now my eyes are watering as I was coming home my nose and eyes started watering from the wind and pollutions
I feel so tired and nauseated and dizzy I am just sitting up on the bed and sipping a cup of coffee to try to revive me.
I could easily break down and a few times I nearly did out thinking about my cat and my rotten life
and how much I wish I was normal to have a wonderful man in my life.
I could not help thinking about all the hurt people have put on me and just wonder why god gave me life.
I am sad. I wish I could be pretty and thin again. and clever and time with my cat ....
I wish I could get over this awful affliction
sometimes I wish I had someone to hold onto and just be able to feel comforted
I wish I could afford to move from here and even just afford to see my massage guy more like once a week.
my neck and shoulders and back are so sore and it makes me feel dizzy and ill.
I wish I could be put into hospital and they just do everything that needs doing asap without me even knowing
I don't want to have to book myself in for surgery and all the prep stuff will be too much for me with my ear or back.
its something I am afraid of. I would want a room of my own.
czaristacrystals 36-40, F 0 May 10, 2012