Attracted to My Dad
i didn't notice or realize until now but i think that i am attracted to my father. i grew up with divorced parents and my dad lived in another country so i never saw him during my teens but he would call me and email me time to time. i would always look through photographs of him and think of how attractive he was.. 'whats wrong with thinking your dad is goodlooking?' i always thought. in high school i used to go out with 20 something year old men and i was very sexual, looking back now i realized how much those older guys i dated looked like my father. it seemed like because i wasnt around my dad when i was young i went after older men that looked like him. my father had a mustache, i would date guys with mustaches. my father had a certain taste in music and style, i would go for the same.
i found out about electra complex and i think i have it. when i ********** or have sexual emotions, i always fantasize about my dad. when i watch ****, i search up 'daddy-daughter sex'. i know this is SO WRONG. but i cant help my brain to stop thinking sexual fantasies about my dad or men that look and act like him. is this a 'daddy problem'? does anyone feel the same way?