I Need Distracting

I'm just going to type some random ramblings to distract me from this urge to self harm (and as a random related thought, can I just say, I hate the picture for this group. Triggering much?)

I don't want to do this but I find it so hard to resist. You being a complete douche right now and making me cry is just the cherry on top of my really crappy day and I don't think I can hold out much longer. I know I'll feel so much better when I see my skin crack and break but all the same I'm fighting it....I guess I should've learnt by now, there's no point in fighting; I always lose...
sezziy sezziy
22-25, F
5 Responses Jun 15, 2010

May you find a love for yourself that is bigger and more forceful than your urge to self harm. <br />
I am hugging you, you can message me any time and I will listen.

HANG IN THERE. Freind of Mine! Your Poetry Is really Good far better than what ive tried[but i am no Poet] Have You tried to get this 'Copy protected? I am asking because, You might want to consider,having Your Poetry set to Music! Good Meeting You!

Now don't make me come and get you!!

Thanks MSP, Love you too :)

Oh darlin' e-me anytime you need to chat. It pops up on my cell and I'll come running. Love you and love having you around for so many years so don't go there, to that dark place, don't let those monsters in!! <br />
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Love you<br />
Find me<br />
Always,<br />