Just One More Time

all my life i have been treated like a piece of **** under every bodies shoe. i had enough and i cut my wrists each day just to focus the pain on something else than the pain i felt deep down. i built a wall around myself just so no one would hurt me but if they were to look at my wrists they would see that the pain and hurt is there. thanks to my friends i have stopped but at times i will sit there with a knife and want to do it just one more time to get rid of the hurt.