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I Have Thought About Suicde

Stop It!

By: azsunsets
Written on June 13th, 2012
I have thoughts about suicide about twice a month. I usually get very depressed and feel that no one loves me or that I can't make it alive... Life sucks!!! Everything is useless and not important to me. I feel hopeless and with a deep sadness. I wish I could change my life, I cant remember the last time I laugh or felt that I was on top of the world!
By: azsunsets
Age: 46-50 , Female
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  • azsunsets
    azsunsets

    Dugga thank you for your kind words. You mention that you can identify with my feelings. What are you doing to make you feel better? I don't have anything going on my life at the moment that excites me everyday... I look at life like a boring place and just waiting for the hours to go by... I live with my mom at the age of 47 and do nothing. I 've been divorce three times and the last one really mess me up.

    Jun 14, 2012
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  • azsunsets
    azsunsets

    Dugga thank you for your kind words. You mention that you can identify with my feelings. What are you doing to make you feel better? I don't have anything going on my life at the moment that excites me everyday... I look at life like a boring place and just waiting for the hours to go by... I live with my mom at the age of 47 and do nothing. I 've been divorce three times and the last one really mess me up.

    Jun 14, 2012
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  • nwtrdr33
    nwtrdr33

    I am sorry for the thoughts that fill your mind.I really hope you can get some help to deal with those thoughts because life can be very enjoyable and happy.Sometimes it takes a change of environment ,new people,new outlook etc.I really hope you connect with people on EP and get some support too.Thanks for sharing.

    Jun 13, 2012
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