when i was 15 i OD on anti depressants. i was rushed to the hospital and on my way there my heart stopped twice. wheni got to the hospital they had to pump my stomach. im alive and well now. but it was the scariest thing in the world for my friends and family. suicide is not the way. think of life as a card game. say you have a crappy hand and you just want to quit the game cuz u think there is no way you could ever win. sure to give up is the easy way but the real winners are the ones who can take a crappy hand and turn it into something good.