I Have Thought About Taking An Overdose of Tablets
Lately, I have been severely depressed due to being in a totally different city and surrounding.
My classes are already stressing me out, I've been very sick, and am terribly miserable...
Everyday when I open my drawer, I stare at the pills for 10 minutes and just think "if I do this, all my worries will be over. Just take 'em and you'll no longer suffer."
Nobody, not even my ex nor my parents, have any idea how badly I wanted to overdose...I'm still considering it, but of course, there's only one thing stopping me from doing so: my family.
I don't want to leave them with only guilt and loss in their hearts...but even if my will craves pills, I'll have to battle these urges, no matter how tempting they may be.
My classes are already stressing me out, I've been very sick, and am terribly miserable...
Everyday when I open my drawer, I stare at the pills for 10 minutes and just think "if I do this, all my worries will be over. Just take 'em and you'll no longer suffer."
Nobody, not even my ex nor my parents, have any idea how badly I wanted to overdose...I'm still considering it, but of course, there's only one thing stopping me from doing so: my family.
I don't want to leave them with only guilt and loss in their hearts...but even if my will craves pills, I'll have to battle these urges, no matter how tempting they may be.
By:
takethispain
Age:
18-21
,
Female
