Thought About It..and Sadly...tried a Few Times As Well.

Smile :)

I feel you I hate putting on a smile and telling every one it's okay when it's not.

I myself have been there, I had a lot of issues around suicide.



The first time was when I was 18, the second time was a little more serious taking a awful lot of pills, alchol, trying to slice my wrist and out on a window ledge about 4 years ago.



I cant say it has ever gone away, But after a very close friend hung himself I juts know that it is something I will never do again.



No matter how bad life gets, No matter how down we are ... The situation can change in a blink of a eye.



I use the saying "This to shall Pass" It sounds sad but it really is true x

I myself have been there, I had a lot of issues around suicide.



The first time was when I was 18, the second time was a little more serious taking a awful lot of pills, alchol, trying to slice my wrist and out on a window ledge about 4 years ago.



I cant say it has ever gone away, But after a very close friend hung himself I juts know that it is something I will never do again.



No matter how bad life gets, No matter how down we are ... The situation can change in a blink of a eye.



I use the saying "This to shall Pass" It sounds sad but it really is true x

I am working on that and appreciate your comment. And thanks for the add in :)

Thank you so much Mzdivine. I am glad that we are friends. And talking helps more than anyone could ever know.

Hey!...L.P.You have friends here!



We physically may not be able to help, BUT we can all talk with you!...We all have our problems!....E.P. are good listeners!

I thank all of you and NP vex. You are making as much sense as anyone else on EP.



Imp..you are an angel in disguise.

see u never have to go through this alone pickle, so many ppl care about you and believe in you :)

:P

Ah thank you so much for that paco..it means more than you know.



Vex..I can see what you mean. It's such a taboo to most families that sadly people tend to lock it away in a closet. Don't know..don't tell.



I am sorry that you went through that.

It doesn't vary my feelings for you as a friend. I do wish you seek help for the root cause of self destruction and self caused harm. Again, no judgment here, I've attempted to reach for God's outstreached hand, to welcome me home to heaven. Its been an underlying theme all my life. I'm thankful for therapy and medication which keep me treading water, sometimes even swimming. :-)paco35

Thank you so much Shadow.



And vex..we are all entitled to our opinions....sorry your sister went through that...she probably needed some support..but it's hard to understand if you haven't been there.

So sorry to hear that you go through these feelings. We are all here for you, rant if it makes you feel better, talk to us if you feel the need to do so, maybe somehow we can help. I haven't read anything worth blocking you for....

Thanks for that. I am sorry that you have felt that way as well. *hug*

if anyone blocks u then u dont want them as a friends...

ive thought once about killing myself when i was really low...

never had the guts to do it though....



:)

I feel much better Popo..it's amazing how letting it go makes a world of difference.



That's true tasmin and I thank you for your comment.

I think just being able to talk about distress and have someone listen and respond can make all the difference.



And that is one of the things that is so wonderful about this site. There is always someone to talk to and someone who will listen ...

never feel sorry for saying how you feel pickle, i'm always here for you.

Thanks for that imp. I believe in you as well..and sorry for such a crappy story...I just wanted to let it out.

hey its okay pickle, we all go through tough times but i know you will come through because i believe in you. and nothings ever going to change that. i often feel like giving up, its the easy way out but then again. life does have its good points too pickle and sometimes those are worth living for. always remember that i love ya, and i believe in you, that u will pull through and that you do the the strength to make it. i'm a pickle believer.