Broken Hearted

Iw as in a relationship with my boyfriend for a year and eight months I recently found out he was cheating on me for a year. It's so crazy because he never showed any of the cheating signs he was always with me spending the night, always answered his phone when he wasn't with me, and we went on vacations, talked about marriage and children. I found out on my own by his phone one day I just went throguh it saw messages confronted hi about it he begged pleaded and said it was nothing he'll deaden it because he love me so much. So I forgave him and two months later I find out through his cell phone bill he has been talking to this girl a year which was his ex and she knew about me but played like she didn't. I am beyond hurt I do not understand why someone could hurt someone like that. To me that is pure evil if you don't want to be with someone let them no don't play with someones feelings and life like that. I have cried till I can't cry anymore my head hurt and I'm seriously stressing the sad part about it I still love him after all this hurt. I'm so at a lost for words
Independent21 Independent21
26-30, F
1 Response May 23, 2012

I am so sorry. I know you must be hurting but isn't it better that you found that he is not worth your time or life for that matter. You are worth much more than he could ever afford.