I Hope I Can...

And i did it. I told him its over, thought it was easy.  I only need his acceptance so we will call it over.  He told he will give me time to think.  I cant wait any longer.  Why I have to wait and wait until he will finally have time for me.  I dont see any valid reason for us being together.  We never fight, but we never had long conversations and really intimate moments.  I love him, but I cant wait until he will be ok.  Whats the point, he cant marry me anyway, even if he likes, and even if I like.  This is pointless, and were just wasting both our time.  Why cant we just let go of each other and be free.  Enjoy others company and maybe someday, we will see each other and say, "hey, we did the right thing".

kraig kraig
26-30, F
11 Responses Feb 21, 2010

i think both TH and KON is right. I know I have to move and and have to do it now. Thanks...

Hi, I definitely do not know you, but why would he need time? Absorbing the shock? It takes two to make, but one to break. I think your feelings/acceptance is more than enough. ^^

Move on kraig, if it is meant to be it will be, there will be a way, but he needs to make effort also.

sounds like he already let go a long time ago. i know the feeling. guilty people with big egos never want to say they were dumped--they want to be the dumper. are you willing to just go ahead and move on? if he has not made a will to see you stop worrying about him, he already left.

I think I have to, for myself and not for him. I think its time for me to let go.

I hope not for you - wait and see, all you can do

I hope he will soon realize that, but maybe it will be too late...

you deserve to be given some time to talk - its for his benefit too.. Perhaps he will see what he is losing.

Weve been together for a year and a half now. But he is always busy in work. I wanted to be there, but its taking so much time for him to think about our future. I am not so sure if Im included in his "plans". It is too much to ask of some time to be together and talk about us. and not just work. I am getting fed up and I feel that it is unfair for me to wait, until when he will have time....

How long have you been together?...How come you think its pointless?It must be hard knowing that, but still wanting to be there too.

How long have you been together?...How come you think its pointless?It must be hard knowing that, but still wanting to be there too.