Its Really Really Hard...

the person in this world who has hurt me the most is the one person I never wanted to lat go of.... I loved my husband more than any woman could ever love a man... but you can only endure so much pain and so much hurt and so much dissapointment! My love just slowly ran out... We have 4 kids together...so its hard to not have to deal with him ... I want to just let this man go and never remember the pain again... How do I do that???? Why do I still love him... what is wrong with me. I never want to be with him again, I just want him to acknowlegde the turmoil he put me through.... will that ever happen or will he always hide like a coward... I am letting him go...a little more each day ... and with each day I am a little happier!

ERYKA

ericalee4 ericalee4
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 25, 2010

Bravo!