Cus I'm Going.

I just want to thank you for all you've done for me in my time being here.
I am leaving and I just want to say goodbye.
I have to say goodbye cus I'm not going out like that.
Leaving you cold, no, I want to leave you with something.
You may or may not know me.
It's most likely that you don't really know me.
Because the truth is, no one really does.
I've been alone
for so long.
This is the truth.
I've been lonely forever.
No one knows that.
All of my life.
I made sure I had friends.
Because I needed that emptiness inside of me to be filled.
Sometimes, it was. More times than not, it wasn't. 
But I have to say good-bye because I am not going to be lonely anymore.
I am going to place where I will be loved unconditionally and in a beautiful place.
So good-bye ep, world, friends, love, family.
I love you all.
WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
18-21, F
5 Responses Jun 25, 2011

Thanks, I don't feel any better. That sounds cool... I am glad it got better for you, thanks for your hope. That is true.. but holding is a very hard struggle for me.

Hi there. I hope you feel better. You are welcome to come and play with us anytime you are feeling lonely. We post back and forth on stories and play word games and stuff. Feel free to come and play. I know emptiness you describe because I have felt that emptiness myself but I know it got better for me as i got older and I hope the same happens for you. One thing for sure.. if you say goodbye now you will never know. I won't say I never feel down but those days are few and far between now. So I will look forward to seeing you tomorrow then.

Hey don't say goodbye just yet. i have not had the opportunity to even say Hi. Stick around and play here with us.

I'm only staying because a friend needs me tomorrow. and Hi.

Everything is going on, nothing is going on...

babe! what's going on? you've been really down lately, and now you're saying goodbye? I'm here, if you don't feel like you're ready to leave just yet, which I really hope you aren't! I know it's hard and everything, and me saying I'm here isn't much but it's all I can do :/ Don't say goodbye, please!