Alot of Change

Well lets see it all started on september 12, 2006. On that date I was at home and had just got done baby sitting when my boyfriend came over and i cooked him dinner. Everything before this day had been going great school, my friends, my job, and my mother and i had been getting along. Things were the way they're supposed to be your junoir year.

That night my boyfriend and i decided to go to town and go see a movie or something... we were on our way, we had just left my house about for minutes before the crash. We were comeing threw wallace, were there is a caution light and a red light for the other road. well some lady decided not to stop at the light. (idiot) well dan my boyfriend had no time to react and we hit her going about 55mph. I did not have my seatbelt on. I hit the windshield. i was unconcious for alot of it, i remember waking up to trooper rosko (family friend) and asking him if he was going to kick my *** for not wearing my seatbelt, i didnt realize i was hurt. Then my face felt numd so i went to touch it, my fingers went threw into my mouth. When the emts started moving me i finally felt my hip, the worse pain i have ever felt and wouldn't wish on anybody. Because i was in shock i was in and out of it.

These were my injuries, i broke my jaw in three places. i sprained both my wrists. i had a cut on my face about two inches long that went all the way threw to my mouth. I dislocated my hip and shattered the ball that goes into your pelvis. I also messed up my knee.

The reason i have to take prozac is because some lady took away my ability to run, eat normal, walk normal, do the active things i love. She thought i died in the accident and never called or sent a card. She took my perfect year away from me and  i cant get over that anger.. my mom thinks prozac will help.. i think hearing an apology would do more. she shows no regret for messing up my life.

Now i have to strugle to do daily things, i have an anger problem and fight with my mom and my boyfriend alot. People like the woman that did this to me are the ones that make our country a **** whole. no one cares any more!

audie08 audie08
18-21, F
4 Responses Nov 29, 2006

I could say Im so sorry like Im sure youve heard a million times BUT- Im sure that doesn help! I do hope that you have over come alot of the issues you mentioned back in 2006. I hope that time has brought peace and serenity to your heart & soul. You are ALIVE!! and that matters- validate that- and love the people around you. Wishing you the best of Luck- you are a very special person to have survived and now you need to find your purpose!<br />

My heart goes out to you. It is no fair. I am also on Prozac 40mgs for depression, anxiety, and mild OCD. I also take Klonopin, Ambiem, and Parlodel. Not fun. I wish you all the best. And please, be nice to your mom.

i have no idea what you're going through, and honestly, it sounds like hell. but i do think that you can't completely blame this woman, you said it yourself, you weren't wearing your seatbelt, which probably would've prevented a lot of the injuries. i know you probably won't want to hear this, but it's just my opinion.

The experience sounds awful and I'm so sorry for you.<br />
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I really think you could do with some therapy. Even the strongest people can be mentally traumatised by the sort of physical damage you've suffered. You need to work through it with a professional - not your poor mum and boyfriend. If you are rowing with them so much then it is obvious they don't know how to talk to you about this stuff. If you can't afford a professional, at least find someone who can handle the conversation without getting emotional themselves. I hope for the best for you.