Never Ending...

I started pulling my hair about four or five months ago now. I am also a dematillomaniac (compulsive skin pulling). Around the end of July, beginning of August I tried to stop picking my skin. It worked for a little while, too, which made me very proud of myself. But since I had stoped picking I didn't really come up with an alternative way to deal with my stress or keep my hands busy. I started to pull out my hair. At first, it was mostly the hairs along the back of my neck that I pulled. After a little while, though, I started to pull the hairs that were around where my hair was parted. It was then very apparent that I was pulling my hair. Honestly, it looks like I'm balding. In an attempt to hide this, I kept changing where my hair was parted and I kept telling myself that I would stop. But regardless of where my hair is parted, I pull my hair. I will sit there for at least ten minutes and just pull out my hair. When I clean my room, I find clumps and clumps of hair on the floor from pulling. I feel extremely embaressed. I'm only sixteen and I have to give myself comb overs so that no one will notice...
NiquellStorm NiquellStorm
18-21, F
Nov 30, 2012