I Hate Trich!Okay so I have had trichotillomania for over a year and am getting nowhere.. It's so hard to stop pulling though.. I wish I knew why I do but I don't and it's just so frustrating! Especially when you know that you're doing it to yourself so can't even feel just a tiny bit sorry for yourself.. I mean it's not like a serious disease where you can't do anything to prevent it. But it's not sympathy I want.. It's empathy.
My mum says to me blankly "can't you just stop it.. Please?" as if it can be done with a flick of a wand. I dont really feel like I can talk about it to my family because I just feel embarrassed.
I HAVE BALD EYELIDS. Yes I do.. But the glorious invention of make up saves the day! However when taking off my make up at night I am disgusted with the sight in the mirror and am that embarrassed that I hide my face from my family as much as physically possible. It sucks because my sisters are real natural beauties and I feel so fake when I mount my face with tonnes of black eyeliner and fake eyelashes..
Please if anyone understands the situation I'm in I'd love to hear your advice/thoughts on it..
Thanks for reading - means a lot :) x