I Feel Like a Freak...

It all started right as i approached my teen years... so about 12 years ago. I dont know why but one day i was looking at my arm and noticed a hair that would not lay flat. It bugged me. I pulled it, and then i noticed others. I dont know why but the satisfaction that i got from it was kind of a stress reliever... it spiraled from there though. I would pull hair and not even know why... soon, i was doing other things too. I was picking at my skin, scratching, cutting...

I do it daily. Sometimes i will be about to get into the shower, start picking and the next thing i know the water has run cold, and ive spent an hour picking... I feel like a freak :o(

mommy2jersellaa mommy2jersellaa
22-25, F
Mar 8, 2009