monday, I lost it.
I overdosed on pills and for the 1st time in my life, I cut up my wrists.
The pills, they didn't stay down and the cuts altho, I will have scars, were not deep enough to end the life I no longer want.
I look at my healing arms and only want to inflict more pain and draw more blood.
I hate this life, death would be a better fit.
GlassGem GlassGem
36-40, F
7 Responses Apr 4, 2015

I am here

are you? do you know me? I am all alone...

I thought I had seen you before or maybe not. if u want message me

Jeremiah 29:11-13 NLT

For I know the plans I have for you,? says the lord . ?They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me.

I don't need god or scripts...

seems like you do you need him

IMO "god" does not exist. period. in fact, no 1 really knows.
we all find out the truth, after we die, by then, who cares...
if God is so good and loving, you could have fooled me... 37 years old, but my life ended very young.

This is heartbreaking. What do you think would have to change?

I love you

you cannot love someone you do not know.

yes u can, all human beings should love each other, whether they're strangers or family, of course I love you, you deserve to be loved just as much as anyone does

that is your opinion. I love no 1, but my parents and my child

that's fine, I still love you, not too many people care about me especially with bipolar disorder and depression, and I think about suicide literally all day everyday

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I am nothing, I have nothing. I am nobody, I have nobody.

I found this that seems to help people with advice. I just thought I should tell people

what do you mean why?.