Today I just feel a flood of emotions, it seems as if I have gone from an extreme joy to super tired, then I felt a short burst of energy followed by my current state of BLAH !!! This emotional roller-coaster has become an everyday part of my life for the last 7 years. This however is only a small part of who I am and the issue that I deal with on a day to day basis. I just want to be STABLE, I am tired of the health issues, crazy dreams, inadequate sleep, varied emotions....... the list just goes on and on. My marriage, my parenting, and my relationships with anyone who I allow to be close to me are all affected by my BPD, I just want to relate with some people who understand this curse !!