Hard to Deal

i recently gained my feelings back after being numb for a good couple of years and it is really hard for me to deal with the simplest of emotions even happiness........they all feel alien to me......and at times is really overwhelming, especially lately.......i have had several little events that have completely made me flip out so to say.......which for me means alot of crying......this happens at work sometimes and it is hard to explain to people and i feel like i am being a pain when this happens.......but i just guess i haven't been able to remember how i should feel......
dragel dragel
22-25, M
Apr 2, 2007