The Woman In Me
Can she not find a life that doesn't require constant misery. Does it have to always be filled with pain and tears because of the fears she hides. She is not so tough, it is just she has those damn walls. This fortress that no one ever bothers to try to break into. Her walls are sturdy. No one realizes the secrets inside. The woman, naked, vulnerable and broken. The women who would never tell of her longings. She awaits the one who will somehow find his way into the mortar she has encased herself inside; However, this is the secret that requires her utmost attention, NO ONE can ever know her hearts truest wishes. She will never invite him in, she is too prestigious to allow herself to open her door so easily. Tucked away for safe keeping her key is gently placed inside her pocket. As she lays down and drifts off to sleep. She holds the key next to her heart. With a breath of security her dreams lift her away. This is the place she passionately desires to be but fears this place. Knowing when she awakes, it will have only been a dream. A true place such as this, would only leave her alone causing her the pain she fears so deeply.