It'S A Problem

I can't seem to trust anyone, let alone myself. I've had this issue for quiet sometime now and it's starting to become a problem in my life. I don't like it when people touch me. Don't get me wrong, I do like to be around people and meet strangers but I cringed when someone just taps me and because off this I come off very much like a snob, anti social person or just some weirdo.

Like when one of my tutors put her hands on my shoulders I freaked out on her. I literally swatted her hands away from me like it was a reflex and became totally embarrased for hitting a teacher. Of course, my excuse was I watched a lot of horror movies last night and it kinda got to my head that something was going to grab me.(In broad daylight with people around.)

Anyway, I guess it has to do with self confidence and not really being secure with myself. Heck, I don't know..It's just me not having the ability to trust anyone......