Why should I trust people when all they do is hurt me, I don't know who to trust anymore. I hate feeling this pain and depressment, sometimes it's just easier to shut people out and hide how I really feel! If I don't give people the chance to get close to me then it just saves me from the possibility of getting hurt cuz when almost everyone you love has hurt you, you start to feel like letting people in is just a waist a time when in the end you know the results will still end in pain and suffering. Even on really good days like this depressment still finds me. I just want the pain to end!
Jaymerz97 Jaymerz97
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

I know how you feel. I'm a very guarded person. But if this painful experience has taught me anything, then it is to let go & trust because no amount of walls will protect you from getting hurt. It will still happen anyway. So try & enjoy the ride while it lasts. Threating about getting hurt won't change a thing!!x