I Want These Horrible Memories From School To Go AwayIn grade school i was tormented badly. Everyday in jr high school i was made fun out of so bad. I got made fun out of because of my hair and dorky glasses and because i matured alot faster than all the other kids so i grew boobs fast and got tall faster than all the others. Everytime i walked threw the hallways they always had to make fun of me or say something. Even at lunch time when we had recess. It was so bad i never wanted to go to school i couldn't focus on my work and i almost failed jr high. I always cried everyday it was so bad the teachers didnt even seem to care. I was treated very badly. And the memories pop into my head alot. I sometimes still see the kids who treated me so horrible and it really sucks. I just want to run up to them and punch them in the face. I fantasize about torturing them. You have no idea how bad it was. Now i catch myself watching everyone who looks at me waiting for them to say somthing to me so i can tell them off. I dont like being like this and i shouldnt care what others think about me. Its so hard how i grew up. It was seriously really bad u cant even imagine the things they said and did to me. How does anyone get rid of those memories and move on? I would like to hear anyone else is story's who ever had to go threw this.
Torishu 22-25, F 21 Responses 2 Jan 13, 2011