I am completely enamoured with this girl I met around six months ago. Lately I haven't been able to get the thought of holding her in my arms out of my head. Around five weeks ago she mentioned that she wanted to spoon and watch Fantasia with me. The thought of holding her so close to me... having the contours of her body caress against mine...feeling her hair follicles ever so slightly graze my face as they shimmer in the natural lighting in her room. Never have I had a dream so sweet. It brings me unsettling chills in the middle of the night and keeps me awake for hours. What a gift it would be to feel her soft skin again.

She is the only person who really understands how much physical intimacy means to me. The rest of my friends know that I love to hug people but they fear that I will grow too attached to them and end up falling for them. It's so different to feel wanted for who I am. I don't feel like I have to change for her.

I am a mess.
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26-30, M
Aug 18, 2014