I Don't Know Why Though

I fantasize about choking ppl to death with my bare hands and watching their eyes pop out...sick I know. I have even thought about jumping out my window...just to know what it's like. I think about what it would be like to stab someone and stick my hand in the wound(shivers)...yea something is definitely wrong with me but I've been this way for a really long time. I think it started when I watched this low budget movie where this girl was tied up and tortured by sticking a hot curling iron up her............(shivers)It was the sickest and most excruciating thing I'd ever seen but I was so excited. I am insane in the membrane

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6 Responses Dec 25, 2009

Pure O is a form of OCD that feels like torture on the soul. Just do a little research and find what can work for you.
It can and will get better. I know because I've been there.

you would be suprised, what really happens!!!!! would you make me a friend

Mine are about mutilating anyone who has the power of authority, such as cops, military personnel, judges, lawyers, ticket inspectors, parking officers, the dog catcher and politicians.

I think you'll get over it. I did. Read you some philosphy. Learn. Even if you don't like me, you can't be the next Hannibal if you ain't got no education.

They say that I'm insane because I'm not within their acceptance of normal, who is to decide this? Myhaps you're above the general societal intelligence realm and are here to accomplish something mindblowing

Having Violent thoughts and actually carrying out those violent thoughts are two completely different things. I think every one get's violent thoughts to varying degree's and for many different reasons. <br />
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I get violent thoughts at times also, Usually when I'm mad and sometimes even in sexual fantasies. It's still something i would never actually do.