My Long Crush!

really?

The one girlfriend I had (she was murdered four years ago), meeting her, then how our relationship started was all dumb luck. I'll never have that again, since not only did I save her life not once, but twice...if it takes acts of heroism for me to win any girl's heart, I had one opportunity, and it was blown for me. So wrong, but so right to the rest of the human race. Haters, each and every single last one of them.

i see. yea i understand where you coming from. :)

Glad to be understood, for once...

:D i am your friend.

I have a three figure list of people I was friends with whom all have betrayed me, the most recent addition was on the 22nd of last month. So when I see/hear those words 'I am your friend', don't be surprised to hear me say 'are you really?' or something similar. It is so hard to trust even those I feel close to anymore...can you blame me?

Of course not. i understand you. :D

Great to know. ^_^

Thanks

If only it were possible to be more than just understood, but then again, that's me asking for more than I'll ever get from life. Like I said before, I'll never be loved again, as long as Fate has a Stranglehold on me and continues to orchestrate my life. I'll only find happiness, love and acceptance in my day dreams, and my writing.

Wow! nice. :)) i really love your sense of humor. :))

Actually, it's not humor, or comedy but tragedy. It's not meant to be funny. It's my life, as much as it is, all wrong, it is how it has been for me. Not that it means much to those who hate me within five seconds of eyeing me...(2 out of 3 people). God I'd give anything, to have a damn decent chance at a good life.

Yeah. :))

Thanks. :)

ur welcome :)

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Thanks