My Future Family Dying

I keep having dreams about having the family that I have always wanted. We are all happy and love one another deeply. But then they all start to die. I run around trying to save my children, but I am always too late. In some of my dreams, my children are brutally murdered in front of me and I can't stop it from happening. I can never protect them. I can never save them or take care of them. Now I am too scared to get close to anyone out of fear that I might fall in love and want a family with him.
annnew annnew
Mar 2, 2011